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The End of an Era/My Last Post. [Oct. 26th, 2008 | 12:46 am]
I've made up my mind to finally delete antihot.
I've already got another name set up (kenangonewild) which I'll be using in the future.
Most of the entries will be private--you've been warned.

So, without any further ado, here is my last post:

1. I'm not nearly as guarded as I should be. I should work to improve that.

2. I have to come to accept the fact that I'm not more special than anyone else.

3. No matter how hard you try, you can still fail.

But for what it's worth?
I love you, Lj.
As much as I could love a database where I deposit the best and worst of my thoughts and feelings.

And why not got out on a somber note?
It's what you would've wanted anyway.

Goodbye, antihot.

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It's been fun, antihot. [Sep. 26th, 2008 | 10:04 pm]
I'm normally really, really good about throwing out obsolete things...
... but I can honestly say, this is the hardest.

I've anyone's taken the time to read through the numerous posts I've made through the years, you'll come to see I've grown.
It's fairly evident if you examine the way I posted then and the way I post now.

Despite how much I love to hate this digital record of all of the mental and emotional (sometimes physical) journeys I've taken over the years, it's time to say goodbye.
I'll always think fondly of you, Lj.
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More often than not... [Sep. 11th, 2008 | 02:15 am]
...I find my self-worth coming under question as of late.

Disappointments. [Sep. 6th, 2008 | 05:02 pm]
[music |Mary Elizabeth McGlynn - I Want Love (Studio Mix)]

Lately I find people so disappointing.

And I'm the worst one.

Question. [Aug. 21st, 2008 | 07:15 pm]
[mood |pondering pondering pondering]
[music |The Bravery - Out of Line]

Do I,

a) just avoid her and never really talk to her


b) be blunt with her--she was a good friend at one time, after all--and tell her that when I needed her the most, she wasn't there for me (which was the catalyst for this entire non-friendship ordeal, based upon all of the other stupid stuff she's done/not done, especially considering how I was there for her the 1,507 times she was really upset) and now I'm not sure if we'll ever been more than acquaintances until I'm more or less positive that she won't treat me like a subpar friend in the future?

Hopefully it's obvious which one I'm leaning towards.
But, I'm still seeking out some input.

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